Last time when I wondered into a new place it wasn't a bad experience at all. Depends how we receive the people and their culture. A new place is always thrilling and excites me to explore something which I probably could have never surpassed.
But what happens when with that same determination you try to relive the same moment in a place which you have lived ever since. Ever tried that? Act like a tourist in a place when you know every street name!
But what happens when with that same determination you try to relive the same moment in a place which you have lived ever since. Ever tried that? Act like a tourist in a place when you know every street name!
Chances are, you either get lost or end up having a blast.
I moved into a city 5 years ago as a student and now this city has made me a working professional. It gave me the confidence to live the way I chose to. Time flew by and I never looked back. But today, sitting in the auto rickshaw, there was this sudden moment, something like a lightening bolt, which forced me to question my own existence.
I felt, I no longer belong to the city, its people, the spaces around me, everything. Why would one feel that way? I have no answer...or probably its your inner self calling out and trying to reach out to the outer world. But this doesn't make sense either.
My heart lies within the city, for the city, its people, culture, the essence of being amongst them made me happy and part of them. I felt like home. But not any more. I can make two guesses. One, I just got bored from the monotony and grew out of it. Second, my true calling is some where else. Now this is tough, as I really don't know what would trigger such a feeling. And where my true calling is!
I felt, I no longer belong to the city, its people, the spaces around me, everything. Why would one feel that way? I have no answer...or probably its your inner self calling out and trying to reach out to the outer world. But this doesn't make sense either.
My heart lies within the city, for the city, its people, culture, the essence of being amongst them made me happy and part of them. I felt like home. But not any more. I can make two guesses. One, I just got bored from the monotony and grew out of it. Second, my true calling is some where else. Now this is tough, as I really don't know what would trigger such a feeling. And where my true calling is!
